2 Tahun

Sekarang tanggal 29 Agustus. Iya, ini hari kamis.
Gimana coba aku harus nata perasaanku hari ini, 2 tahun yang lalu aku masih bisa ketawa bareng kamu, kak. Sebelum sorenya kamu pergi. Udah 2 tahun aku ngejalanin hidupku tanpa kakak. Iya. Aku tahu kok aku bisa hidup tanpa kakak, lihat aja 2 tahun ini aku masih hidup, kan? Tapi beda rasanya.
Kenapa sih kakak harus pergi? Nggak sayang lagi? Iya?
I had enough of mourning these last 2 years. And I will live my life forward without this sadness of my heart. Yes. I am devastated when hearing that news about you 2 years ago. But I had lived my life just fine. This throttle feeling is beginning to depleted. I am infatuated by you existence and I had enough of condemning this situation.
I am ignited by you and I am hardly living.
I am having enough of mourning but I will always love you nevertheless.